Wish You Would Step Back From That Ledge My Friend =)

desperation at its max

Sunday, March 15, 2009

omg this is random~
if its too exclipt im sorry. but too funny not to post. dont be sensitive ok =). big x button if u think im obscene.

for those who wanna see. click on it to enlarge.

woah brandon said IT fair had alot of hot girls. unbelievable. and he said it was packed as hell. coz alot of ppl are going hell so tts why its the same. LOL jkjking.

hmm recession in sg doesnt show itself during the it fair. but still its helping the market to build up ... WHO CARESS.
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dont u guys hate when hackers enter ur frens msn and try to seduce u with.

crazy_sotong - see me live right now.

http://"email add of sumone".webcamz-live.com/livecams.php

hackers are really creative at times!

hey crazy sotong im feeling horny tonight. click on the link im starting my webcam soon.
really gave me false hope. =( i clicked once as i was curious (tt was like 14-15). hell =.= nothing thr. made me feel turn on fr nuting. orgasma fr nothing. i feel wasted. ANGRY MOUDE

make sure u guys dont fall fr the trap. if u did fell fr such a common stupid hacks. make a new account if ur too lazy to reformat. it will slow ur comp down if u dont re-format
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youtubing and i learned hw to control my diaphagrm. lol still trying my best. i wanna learn hw and improve myself as a musician. superhard wanna get high notesss. im a horrible vocalist~. ill try my best and stop thinking negative. guitaring is way easier. but still i wanna learn hw to do it .
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sat at hme today fr the 1st time the whole day. super 1st time in like yrs. did alot of things. covered a song.. blog.... talked to a girl =l. (did alot of things meh?)

ok this girl is super desperate to have a boyfren. i know her frm my friend and i talked to her.
so now .. i dont know her at all...... shes 17 and acts like...( judge fr urself)

friday afternoon.
(on msn)
me: hey dont be so emo. ur ex boyfrens are stupid laaa. (trying to be dtr phil. i was trying to comfort her. which was my biggest regret.)
she: hey u made me happy.
me: ok .
she: take my no.
me: ok.
she: send me a msg leave ur name too
me:ok.

5 mins later
she called me. i was like WTF. (rmb i knew her like mins ago)

the story doesnt stop thr... my voice went damn soft. i was super shy :B.

(on the phone)
me: umm why did u call me? (super stammered thruout)
she: dunno
me:ok...
she: hey, u used "u i u i"(in malay if u use "i " and "you" its considered romantic)
me: uh....... i was speaking english.
she:oh nvm laa
me: ok now what.
she: i love you babeh.
me: huh?
she:i love you babeh,
me: ok...
she: say it to me
me: blublehbabehlolholobueh
she: uh??
me: nothing. k nw what?
she: wanna meet on monday?
me: so fast? u said u love me and u wanna meet me? so fast?
she: eleh, wanna know each other la.
me: im nt handsome
she: nvm la handsome not handsome nvm. (sensing some micheal jacksoning going on!)
me:ok....
she:ok la lets meet la
me: i nvr say anything
she: ur cute and funny (wtf thruout the convo my reply was 1 word + some str8 forwards answers, hws tt funny and cute.)
me:ok but i dont even know u
she (sad): ur avoiding me. (in malay shes calling me sombong)
me: ughhghhg (stammerizationing)
she:sombong x10
me: ok...
she: bye arrrr.

5 mins later..
she:meet eh?
me: ok la what ever u want la

saturday.
called again.
she said hi
i said hi.
typically she brags abt her beauty. asked me to go out and meet her and den all the way huge pause. money waste fk child.

advice : danial told me to meet her.
audadi told me not to meet her. scared shes a kidnaper or whatever.

im clueless =l
shes desperate or she really liked me? 2 days only seyy. im super confused.. im not use to all these crap. shes like a half rapist half child molester. i dont know but sumting abt her creeps me out.

POPULATION OVERRIDE (teddy bear music player)REALLY MADE ME BOOGIE ON THE DANCE FLOOR.
i wanna sleep its 3 am wtf..
ok bye
signing off
Zamir ~